blogging here has been on and off for a few years now. every so often i delete my daveterpreter, each time for a different reason. i've looked back at my blogsphere past and i've rediscovered my LJ past.
whoa. would have been better to have let lying stones where they lie.
the only saving grace for me was that i wrote not in english, nor en français...rather i kept my spirits up by putting myself down in my own tongue. only i knew of the daurk thoughts that struck blows and the haursh thoughts that plagued my mind... (i'm better now i fear)
tis werld iss stupid
ih wiss ne hwat exack ih woell forn hjo, me tis werld iss ne god foer mih. allt ih woell iss a' littl bit gljadhet swo ih kan bettren mij lef. to frostehs? ih woell hwat alltman eles redn haft odh tat te hsawn mih alltdajlih odh...hwatefre. lef iss ne god ne feir. hwafer iss mij lef swo swo hjo iss? Ih hafe netigh tat ih kann hsawn te'n werld, mij friedhe er mij fjamill. mij job iss edhast kontrack odh alltlih wiss ih ne hwat ih woell toen foer werk typus karrère, me ih ferske odh ferske odh ferske, me netide komm ih on an answere te mij problemn.
wef to frostehs hwat ih hafe hsrifen her, hjelp mih medh mij problemn, assoblif. ih hwestte redn tide bi hsrifen fwo a' neiuh leitsprek. lef iss ne feir, me hjo kann bekomen god odh bettre...ih hope. hwen komm on hit mij go? hwan komm mij man, mij perfeck man hwa werdt bettren mij problemn odh hsawn mih tat te werld ne iss alltide swo grim? HWAN!? ih hafe redn wadte tefel tide foer mij go, me hwat kann ih ten? stupide werld...
lookon at me two years ago...
thoughts?
frémdhmaan her ih'm
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