vibroutgoinant

met up with dinosaur today
for lunch

because i like to do this to myself that's why

we've been friends/friendly since i [read not i]
was ready [read not ready]
to paint pictures [read date]

whatever

dinosaur is leaving soon, as previous entries read
and i wanted to balls up and ask the wtf questions
i had been feeling rather amazing [read undatable]
since the yuletide

after vague commentary and "you're so nice" (dur, i know)
these character flaws came to light:

not vibrant enough
not outgoing

quoi le fuck?

me, of all people
i am not these things?
thanks for getting to know me over the course
of me falling for you
anyone
anyone out there care to chime in?
am i either of these things?
really?

dinosaurs went extinct a long long time ago
for a reason
time to re-extinctify this one

reason is that
over am i

[and not sober as i type. bonus. thanks baker]


glad it's a monday... means four more days of happy....

hic vibrans sum