... if we’re past this
i miss
my words and feign aye
i lie
that long ago it was done
i run
away from thoughts of you
i do
not know what more to write.
i bite
my lips until they bleed
i need
to feel something that’s alive
i survive
on memories of before
i still adore
your face and your touch
i crutch
on things that exist but in dream
i scream
so loud that i hurt
i’m curt
with my answer for fear that you know
i go
ahead to be a friend
i bend
my head around the thought of nevermore
i implore
my heart to move on and forget
i wet
my face with tears over you
fuck you
i truly am a stranger here. lost.
hic extraneus sum.
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